Monday the 10th of June 2013: good morning people and welcome to what may possibly end up being my last and final weekly update transmission until the official move. To begin this let me throw some math your way first, and if I manage to shoot some cum on camera anytime soon, we'll get to that pleasant activity afterwards! As I am writing this, the move is officially in 20 days, just a day shy of 3 weeks. By the time this is posted and that you are ready this, the move will be in 13 or 12 days, just shy under 2 weeks. This means that the crunch time I have been warning everyone about (*) for numerous months now is undeniably here and now, and with the amount of stress, things let to do, and frustration from our (soon to be out of our picture) slightly retarded but totally white trash pot head pusher neighbors, things are at their all time hectic these days. (* = well I did provide more than ample warnings for months, but as it is the case with so many people, most simply do not read nor stay in touch for long, the internet and these smart phones working wonders to bring people further apart!). So once again everyone, this may quite possibly be my FINAL BROADCAST until the proverbial dust settles. Because after the moving itself will be the lengthy process of unpacking and re-organizing our new life in a new place. To many people I imagine they move every 3 years or so, never accumulating much material goods for their nomadic existence doesn't provide much reason to attach oneself to material possessions, but think of "older" people, looking for peace, quiet, serenity, and a place to call home. After staying so long at one place you think you'll be spending the rest of your life at, you tend to start settling yourself into what will perhaps be your "home". As the last few years in this dump have proven, things can change considerably. Get a greedy selfish landlord barely on the side of legality (then again, on many things he breaks the laws!) and a massive turnover of inexperienced tenants each younger and rowdier than the last, and you get the transformation of what once was a decent residential "community" into the first half-way house of the neighborhood. I have explained in great depth since October 2012 the decline of this place due to the kid tenants, and so for you regular readers who have intrepidly followed my (mis) adventures for the past months, you are all well versed in the accumulation of the filth and evil which has turned living in this "dump" like ingesting daily poison. This poisonous environment. Why did it take us so long to sober up and finally decide to move? My wife thinks that it could be the universe which has been hinting at us to "get the fuck out" for ages but we, stupid humans (although mighty less stupid than most!) refused the increasing warning signs. Ah yes my oh so appreciated and loved readers, how I do appreciate you so! For without this platform to mix my real life rantings and obsessive/compulsive thoughts, it would often feel as though there are no ways to exorcise my inner demons! So 2013: the year of changes!
- Marriage in early May (check!)
- Moving in late June/Early July (happening!)
- Big changes at work (to be announced to us this week)
- BC mini vacation in August (my wife's cousin's marriage)
I am certain there are more things in store for us for the remainder of 2013 but just as it stands, it is indeed quite a major and massive amount, especially considering how I dislike change in general! Hey, if it is not broken, why fix it, right? Alas, made more especially so in today's world, change is inevitable and can not be halted. The only really positive and constructive way to deal with it is to learn to accept it and live with it regardless of what it is. No use in fighting it or against it continually; eventually it will happen! Tonight if I do not feel too exhausted I shall attempt to see if it is still possible to shoot a BBB session or if the amount of boxes will prevent me from accessing the cases required to hold the lights & extra camera(s), and if there is any space left for me to squeeze between the rack and the tripod. The way things are looking, it really doesn't look too bad but by next weekend (so this passed weekend for you folks!), it will have become much too cramped to do anything anymore in terms of shooting my homemade porn. Also a bit sad (quite sonactually) is how I had to pack up everything from Joanna's gifts (the "coffee" mug for example), the GigaBowl, and pretty much all of the "Joanna Pack". Last weekend (sonthe weekend before last for you) was when I had to finish packing all the "stragglers" and so I needed to place the Joanna material in a safe place, a personal Butter Box for the moving. Under different circumstances I would have kept the Joanna fun stuff in my trusty backpack, or even the BBB bAckpack, but the latter is bursting with dolls, accessories, other toys, lubricant, cumrags, and yet unused (virgin) cum receptacles. There was no place for any of Joanna's goodies! As for my everyday trusty backpack, well seeing as how this is the one I bring into work everyday, I think you understand why I simply can not haul the Joanna joys with me to work everyday! I had to pack everything up: all that is left are clothes (for work & weekends), my laptop(s), my Mp3 player, my phone, the digital cameras, and I think that's about it! Not only is my porn collection stashed away safely but so are my computer discs-porn archives which I have been trying to use whenever time permits to help build this blog site. Everything is packed up; only the Bdolls and accessories remain in "easy" access simply because there was no other way to stash them in a box; they are already well placed in BBBackpack so why change the formulae right? Anyway, must dash off for today; quite a few things left to do at work!
Tuesday the 11th of June 2013: counting down 19 or so days before moving out of the poisonous shithole we've loved in for the past 13 years. Last night Ti-Brun was a major pain by creating at least 4 earthquakes with his door slammings: the poor retard (sorry, I mean to say the emotionally and intellectually stunted!) still doesn't realize that slamming the doors actually does not close them: they are not properly locked into the mechanism and so they open up! But that's today's intellectually deficient youth at its best: selfish, unaware, stoned, to the point of not able to realize that their polluted beings are counterproductive to what they (do not even) think they achieve! Well thanks to living in this hell hole, especially since the tenants next door (although previous years have also shown a continual decline in quality of life), I have become and "agist"; that is like racism except towards age. I have unfortunately grown to dislike, mistrust, avoid, and judge anyone (mostly males) under the approximate age of 35 or so. When people at work say stuff like "giving younger people a chance or an opportunity", it takes everything for me not to retort and pass a comment on how young people just do not have the selflessness required to have a chance given to them (and just recall that spoiled little bitch princess here at work for a great example). Anyway, less than 3 weeks left of having to endure the poor retards next door, and then it is a new life back in civilization to begin, leaving this poison-infested building here to really turn into the half-way slum house it is becoming! My tale is well know about my growing paranoia and mistrust towards everyone largely based on how life has decreased incredibly over the years of living here. But on a good note, because there is no point of ranting incessantly about the evils and negativity of the neighbors and landlord, last night I did record another BBB session, even though we are dangerously close to not being able to anymore! I know last week Insaid it may have been my last session, but maybe, just maybe, i will be able to squeeze a few more before the move! so last night's, as is the case while being overwhelmed with boxes and having just about everything packed up already, was another simple one, which featured KLS once again as main target, flanked on either side by Carmen and Kanika, because we hadn't seen them in a short while! Atop the set up, nesting ever so comfortably on the CumRags, was MiniJoanna of course, and on the side lines was BC (Black Canary) and RePo (in a fur coat!). According to my calculations, I hadn't ejaculated in four days, which is basically over the limit I impose upon myself in terms of not being able to cum after a while, because at four days (and over), cum dissipates and gets expelled through other means: excess cum doesn't get stored up, it is evacuated by other means. So anyhow, I decided to see if I could whack off a decent load all over the funky plastic ladies all the while also testing just how tight the set-up is becoming as I am now slowly getting overwhelmed with boxes! Good news is that this week I may still be able to shoot another session on Thursday night before everything becomes too hectic and boxed in, literally, for after this coming weekend, I do think there will be little chances of that happening! So KLS, still decked out in her somewhat slutty-ish get-up from the last session (last week's possibly "final" BBB session), surrounded by other beauties but by no means eclipsed by their motionless presence, lurked back at my aching throbbing cock and the camera, pretty much teasing me to coax out my load prematurely! After 4 days of inactivity, the ButterCock was a bit more "al fresco" than usual, and on a few occasions I had to slow down the pace to make sure I wasn't to blow prematurely! Once the cumshot angles were set up, one camera started after the other one, the dirty talking continued until I felt it was almost impossible to resist. My cock, barely able to hold off, waited until the 3rd camera was started and then decided it would explode all over KLS! The exact damage brought upon the ButterCock was principally on KLS' face and MiniJoanna's chest, although my cum, which was quite voluminous, lacked a bit in thickness and velocity, but quantity and quality-wise, it was right up there with the usual expected standards if a ButterCumshot! I tried taking aftermath pics as I was still filming with another camera but I could not concentrate on either one, nor could avoid unwanted shadows so I cut the clip to concentrate on a few pics as the already watery cum was drying off must too swiftly off of its targets. After that the post aftermath showcase clip ended the session with the hint of the post-clean-up using Joanna's cumrags, but off-camera. And voila dear fans, another addition to the BBB legacy (and eventual archives) for when I will have time to actually edit any of this stuff! I do have quite a few to sort through and enough material to share for the longest time, which reminds me of the Joanna letters I must read through: over the past few months, I have set aside some emails from Joanna to be able to properly answer when time allowed, and today during my lunch break (after the semblance of a power nap) I decided to print out all the Joanna messages I had yet to properly answer and discovered I had more than just 4 or 5, but DOZENs to go through, going all the way back to early november 2012! Now that is starting to feel FZ-ish, wouldn't you agree? Ever since the neighbors moved in next door and my life has become more about surviving every single night on a day to day struggle, my survival instincts have been kicking in their overdrive and this has been draining my lifeforce continuously since then, making setting time aside to enjoy writing to Joanna increasingly more difficult. The apartment searches, the marriage-wedding, the AC indiscretion, and now the crunch time for the move all added to my exhaustion, leaving me literally zero to no time to write to Joanna properly. Well folks, now that I am into the ultimate crunch and that this blog is being set aside until further notice (as amply warned!), I will be trying to spend more time to write to Joanna using the limited means of this keyboard less phone. First thing I did was print out the equivalent of 43 pages worth of emails (re-formatted into smaller fonts for easier, less bulky printing!) and then adding the date each one of those messages was sent to me. Over the next days I will slowly go through the small novel-length of letters and will slowly begin answer Joanna for her incredible patience must surely count for something! After the move, after we have settled in, and once the internet connection is back up, then I will return to take better care of this blog. But in the meantime, as all my numerous warnings have demonstrated, this will be my last and final call for this blog. The interim period will be used to concentrate on re-linking and communicating with Joanna in a more personal and personable manner, something Inwish could be done in easier ways than what wenarendoing now, but distance and technology are far from what their name brands lead us to believe in their over-hyped commercial ads! I wonder if Joanna will be having fun reading my responses to her old messages the same way I will be looking back at previous states of our long distance communications. If you think about it, Joanna has been through some of the most difficult periods of my life, be it personal, professional, or just the online and technology-oriented struggles we face daily due to the "upgrade" and "change" cancerous viruses! So we shall indeed see what transpires from my soon to be Joanna-exclusive communication period during the most important transitional period of the past 13 years of my existance!
(Bonus Beats from Sunday the 16th of June: On Saturday we went to Hawkesbury in Ontario to stock up on booze and gas, much cheaper over than here, and loads more selection. On Saturday as my wife was snoozing I also managed to shoot a super quickie for Joanna in the UK, a special improv private session which was literally done in record time. I have never prepared, shot, ejaculated, and then downloaded and edited a scene so quickly! It was still fantastic even though it felt a bit rushed, but I guess that was the nature of the game. Joanna has a special memory associated with June 16th and asked me for a little request, which I obliged, but which was also most probably the last on-camera cumshot I would be able to do until the move and the settling in portion, because today, Sunday, we spent most of the day packing up some more, and now my "room" has been reduced to a storage area for hundreds of boxes! Well maybe not HUNDREDS but it is getting darn near close to the hundred mark, for certain! I tried taking a few pictures here and there to showcase the amount of boxes piled up all the way to the ceiling but none of the pictures adequately showcase the magnitude of the amount of boxes we have. ANyhow my dear readers, as it has been anounced, at it has been warned, and as it is pre-ordained, this is my final "official" transmission until we are settled into the new apartment on July 1st. After which we will need to have an internet connection, seeing as how the signal will be cut off for a few days, so to Joanna and to all of you dear readers, in between late June and early July (so in LESS than 2 weeks from now), I will be unavailable and unreachable online, save maybe for text messaging via my phone. I hope you have found something of relevance in these posts for the past months and that you will all return to have fun with me when I return, when we will begin our life life and new existance away from the evil, negativity, and as I mentioned on more than a few occasions, the poison of living in this crummy apartment. 13 years we were here, never thinking we would be moving under "short" notice. We have accumulated a lot of stuff over the years, but we are keeping strictly that which will benefit us in our new life. So before I sign off one last time, I wish to thank you all for the time you "wasted" reading my rantings and self-indulging long-winded excursions into monologing to an "invisible" and "silent" audience! I hope to return as soon as possible and bring you wonderful new news of great happenings and adventures as we begin our new life in exactly 13 days from this point... Wow... In 13 days we say goodbye to the past 13 years. And before I log off, I just wanted to say that the cumshot I splashed all over the Joanna picture for her private June 16th clip was a mega gusher; I hadn't cum like that in a while! Too bad it wasn't on dolls for a public performance, but I owe it to JOanna to give her a mega super load. If it was not a quickie and I would have spent time working myself up properly, I am sure the load would have been thicker and maybe "stronger" in velocity, but for such a real quickie improvisation, I was mighty impressed by the sizeable load of spunk that ended up being soaked into Joanna's CumRags after the cameras were turned off! So once again, thank you people for everything, and I hope to speak to you soon in any and all means which I will find! So in the meantime, stay horny, enjoy the past posts of this blog (I do sometimes add material to previous posts, by the way), subscribe to my Twitter (butter_bbb) if you which to stay in semi-direct time text communication, and don't forget to visit my Xtube channel for HUNDREDS of FREE CLIPS to enjoy, as more will be added as soon as possible! Cheers everyone, we'll chat soon!
P.S. I forgot to mention something: my wife has what we will refer to as a big "drawer" of sex toys, literature, videos, and other goodies (it is more of a small bed-side storage area, but for this little added bonus, we will call it the "drawer"). Well seeing as how this is crunch time before the move, with less that 2 weeks to go (by the time I am writing this), and there is still a lot to do, she told me that I have FULL clearance rights to pack her "drawer" for her in a box or two! This means she fully trusts me to seeing and sneak peeking into what it is that is considered her porn, her sex toys, and her private stash! Of course I am sure there is nothing in there I haven't already seen, but it is a true sign of ultimate trust when someone tells you it is OK to go through their sex stuff and pack it up for the move! I guess that should give me more meat to write about after the move is done! Cheers everyone!
|By bye for now folks (true amateur full series to follow!)|
|An EXCERPT of a full set to be posted & shared in the future!|
|An EXCERPT of a full set to be posted & shared in the future!|
|An image from a TRUE Giga Japanese scene!|